I Styled My Boyfriend

I bought this amazing hat for him as a birthday present from Mustahöyhen few months ago. I felt I really needed to take some proper pictures of this gorgeousness wearing a mickey hat. I decided what he should wear using garments from his own wardrobe. He doesn't wear as much black as I do but he really should, according to all those beautiful black clothes he owns. And it really suits him. And all black everything is the Way.

HAT: Kristina Dragomir from Mustahöyhen | HARNESS: Nordenfeldt from Mustahöyhen | JACKET: Dusty


Invite Me To Your Theme Parties!

pic taken by Tuuli L.
I've always liked dressing up, dolling up for a theme and heading to theme parties. This Friday I went to Jirina's farewell party where was a light fishnet theme. I failed a bit because I had this fishnet jumpsuit but it didn't work well with my nipple piercings...



It's rare to find a good song and then find out it has a good music video, too. This happened when I checked what my Spotify had to offer for me this week. I wanted my friend to listen to this song so I discovered this great video. It might trigger lactose intolerance!

And now my blog is also available in BlogLovin!


My Personal Fragrantica

Good scents and smelling good have always been important traits for me. Slowly I've been slipping into world of perfumes. I remember using Axe's Dark Temptation, that chocolate scented Axe everyone was using nearly 10 years ago. I got bored to it but wanted something similarly sweet so one seller recommended Orange by Hugo Boss. After two years I got bored again. I remember also using Calvin Klein's Obsession Night, but it never was for me. It's weird how our affinity can change really fast from love to disgust. Thanks to some really fragrance fanatic friends I've found two loves of my life.

Thierry Mugler is one of the most inspiring fashion designers I know and I really love his magnificent aesthetic over everything. Few years ago I was in touch with the Alien for the first time and I still think that's one of the best fragrances I know. But I felt it wasn't for me to use. Then I found out about Amen two years ago. It's a bit more masculine version of Angel. I've never loved any fragrance as much as I love Amen. It's my number one and there are many who associate it with me. I'm sure there's something similar in Dark Temptation, something chocolate or caramel-like. I felt like part of my soul was missing when my first bottle of Amen ran out. Today I got a new one, finally!

this is not a Moschino toy

These new Moschino fragrances are somehow controversial. I don't know much about it but I'm learning all the time. I don't know why Toy is so hated. But I love it! Year ago I got a sample of Toy and felt like I needed this. It's far more fresh than Amen, more like scent for daytime and spring.

There are days when I find neither of these satisfying. Sometimes Amen feels too sweet but then Toy is too sparkling. I'm slowly devoured by the ecstatic world of fragrances and might found myself with hundreds of different bottles after few years...


Trip to Your Haert

This blog just travelled through a vortex so congratulations if you're still aboard! This fresh air feels fascinating. The new name is an inspiration from Siouxsie and the Banshees song Arabian Knights. I really don't know what actually got me back to Blogspot and finally do something. Whatever it was, I thank you oh mysterious being. And may I say that I'm forever thankful for Meeri. Her blog is always so inspiring and I feel like she's my support in this blog path.

The disco ball helmet is something I did few months ago. It's first felt hat I've made at home. I don't have proper tools for that but it turned out just fine anyway. It's a bit too small for my enormous skull but I'm so attached to it I can't even imagine to sell it. But it's for rent if you're interested. Rental hat for parties, exhibitions and events. Avoid direct sunlight, for the sake of eyes of the passer-by's.

I graduated this spring and now I'm officially a milliner. Feels weird. Too weird actually, that's why I went back to school a month ago. Now I'm getting in deeper touch with sewing machines and patterns. Maybe I'll eventually know I really got this and could have enough confidence to work as a sorcerer who just creates anything from fabrics.

Disappearing seems to be one of my vices. It's a great way to gain back strength, though. Last time I returned to Blogspot I tried to tell everything I had experienced during the time of my absence. Now I won't. Not everything. These two years have been full of incredible things, but my point is to blog about new and now things.

This is a striptease to my heart. Loving to get attention but at the same time getting a bit horrified about revealing. What if my mother knows? Who cares.


when you think of me
you should think of fire
risen from the ashes
again and again